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REALLLLLY GOOD SONG!!!!
The Rocket Summer- TV Family
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Just a
calendar day (ba ba ba ba)
its funny how things can stay the same
or drastically change
some things seem so close on some days but still so far away
dont know the right things to do (ba ba ba ba)
in fact i dont have a clue sometime i feel like a tool
and i want to be truthfully true to you
and do all the things that you do
but when i hate everything about the mean things that i say
it feels like i mess up so much and i can only say
"i hate everything about my ways"
but you tell me im OK
and one day one day i know you'll say
"B im so glad you made it"
"oh well Jesus thank you so much for saying that"
because the truth you know is that i have just been hating so many things i do
but now i realize forever that you're my friend
no matter what you will never leave me to fend
i don't know much but i know we will be
as happy as a 1950's TV family
except times infinity
two calendar days (ba ba ba ba)
and still my life is the same
and other people's have changed
i wonder what if im too late
all the time that i said i would just wait?
and yeah does anyone care
about us here or anywhere?
well i just want to try and dare
to be there, to care 'cause i know- i know that's rare
but when i hate everything about the mean things that i say
it feels like i mess up so much and i can only say
"i hate everything about my ways"
but you tell me im OK
and one day one day i know you'll say
"B im so glad you made it"
"oh well Jesus thank you so much for saying that"
because the truth you know is that i have just been hating so many things i do
but now i realize forever that you're my friend
no matter what you will never leave me to fend
i don't know much but i know we will be
as happy as a 1950's TV family
except times infinity
a family that i will be in
a family- its just not pretend
a family that i will be in, a family
i don't know much but i know we will be
happy as a 1950's TV family..
except times infinity
just a calendar day.
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| i sporadically update... so don't feel the need to read. not important.
mmmmmmm earlier i posted some depressing poems... that i proceeded to
delete because they protray a feeling that i DO NOT FEEL. i have no
idea where the feelings that i illustrated came from and yes i
wrote the poems today.... i think it was an emotion that i felt earlier
in a relationship that i am in and i think i was just helping myself
express... but i'm not quite sure
i'm in love . weeeeeeeeeeee. its a joyous feeling. trully
k peace.
ps... sean help me change the song on this thiiiiiiiiiing. please. thanks
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| school... tomorrow.... lame
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IT'S MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! mmmhmm....
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| k recap of a fucking kickass week:
Sunday: Ellie came over. We went over
to TJ's with Joel and Mike for a little bit. Mike and I got somewhat
tipsy not that much just all giggly hahaha. Then Ellie and I came home.
We then proceeded to leave around 12:30ish right out the back door in
my brother's vacant room. Cody picked us up and we headed to the
U-District for a party. All the guys there were fucking awesome and
sooo nice. All of them jammed in their garage for a bit. I got kinda
sick from smoking and drinking a little too much but all of the guys
were totally nice about it and wanted to make sure i was okay the
entire time. Then around 4ish we decided to head home cause my mom gets
up to go to work at 5:45. We dropped of Owen (who gave me a couple
kisses goodbye hahahah) and then Cody brought Ellie and I home.that was our sunday
Monday: We had to go babysitting early
in the morning which sucked cause i was extremely hung over. Then Ellie
and I went to OO Denny and met up with Chris, Matt, and Sokina. We went
out on Chris's boat for a bit. I went intertubing with Chris but i
sucked at it so we had to stop. Then we just swam around a bit. That
night, Cody came and picked us up around 12:30ish again but this time
we headed down to the Hookah Bar in Seattle. That's such an awesome
place and it was extremely fun. We stayed there for a couple hours then
headed over to Gasworks park around 2:45ish. We took Cody's extremely
luscious and comfortable blanket and layed it down and Ellie, Cody, and
I just sat and looked across the water at Seattle and gazed at the
stars. Ellie and Cody were busying doing... whatever hahaha so i fell
asleep. I liked it it was relaxing. funny story: on the way back to the
car from where we were laying. I thought it would be fun to FROLLICK
down the hill... well it was really slippery and i fucking lost my
footing at the bottom. i ended up falling and rolling down the hill. it
was kinda painful but totally classic so all we could do was laugh.
hahahha it ruled.
Tuesday: Ellie had to go
to soccer at 4ish and when she came back we just hung out. Cody didn't
get off work until 1ish and then he came and picked us up with Amer and
they're friend Bryant. Then we went over to Amer's apartment, and met
up with Jamie and Nas. we then proceeded to do... some stuff. we walked
to kenmore park after that and it was fucking hilarious and fun and
trippy and a;sklghasgf;kashg INSANE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ellie and I
came home around 5ish and then didn't go to sleep for another two
hours. fucking insane.
Wednesday: Ellie left 
Thursday: I got grounded
today but i'm going to leave tonight when my parents go to sleep. i
think i'm going to go down to the hookah bar. chhhhyaaahhh
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